what is left to look for?

searching, wanting, craving

It may seem like there is little I haven’t done, there are still a few things left on the list.

People & Places

I am constantly thinking about how to enter a public space and invite random men to play with me. Perhaps one day I will finally be brave enough to explore some of the places I want to publicly tease and entice.

Truck Stops

For some reason I have a very strong desire to go to truck stops to find strangers willing to fondle me. Truckers are especially high on my list because I imagine they are mostly nasty old men eager to get good use from a female. Many are away from their wives and girlfriends and I can picture them spending hours in their cabs stroking, maybe even while driving. I once saw a video of a trucker jerking off and pissing himself. I also watch a lot of videos about girls flashing truckers.

I always hear about lot lizards, but I wonder how much it really happens, and would I be a lot lizard if I went out to the stops with my tits out. I also wonder if I would be brave enough to knock on cabs, or if I would have to hope the men would notice my perky nipples just barely covered by a sheer bra, with a blouse that opens so if I catch anyone peaking I can signal my enthusiasm to be molested.

I never pursue cock on my own in the wild, any time I visit the bookstores and theaters I am accompanied, and it is pretty clear to everyone involved the purpose of being there. But one day I will venture out to be picked up by an unsuspecting prospect.

Parks & Beaches

This is another scenario I could envision having a lot of fun. I am always fascinated by dogging, and love to watch as passersby discover and join the festivities. I love to watch public flashers and dream about running into a dirty pervert stroking his meat not-so-subtly. It also reminds me of the videos I enjoy about public transportation.

Transit

The Asian videos of girls getting groped on busses and trains, trying to avoid looking at the men with their cocks out. It is such a confined space, if you get confronted with a groper there are not many options available except to accept it and maybe enjoy it.

Prison

Prison interests me because I love to pleasure underserved men, and these men have likely been craving pussy for years. I just imagine that prisoners are reaching out to me from behind bars, and I have to get closer just to have my titties played with.

Senior Center

Don’t ask me why, but I have a serious fetish for old people. The oldest person I have sucked or fucked is 76, so my next objective is to find the oldest man that still wants to play with nipples. I even consider over stepping my role as a caregiver to satisfy potentially the last orgasm the man will ever have. Perhaps I would reach over the elderly man while bathing him, allowing my breasts to fall out of my shirt and onto his face. If I feel him attempt to engage with my advances, I will know I have the green light to cross the line.

The first thing I would do is reach for his already exposed cock to determine if he can still get hard. If at first I am not successful, I will require an oral examination to evaluate further. Ultimately, whatever the old man wants to do, I will do my best to facilitate it. The elderly deserve to be regarded as fully realized adults who may still have the capacity to experience pleasure.

Farm

One of my most favorite roles to play is hucow. The desire to lactate and the enjoyment of objectification and depersonalization makes playing a cow one of the best ways I have found to express my submission. I have never had a serious farmer relationship that would allow me to exist solely as a bovine livestock. Unable to speak, I can only communicate through moos and body language. The farmers are responsible for ensuring my udders are milked and bulls are serviced. Read on to hear more about one of my most long-standing fantasies – the hucow exhibit.

Reverse Glory Hole

Have you ever seen or heard of a reverse glory hole? Basically it is a girl with a wall between the visitors. The holes are presented either laying on my back or bent over the table, unable to see who is doing what. The location is very busy, obviously, as freely available pussy is quite popular.

Events & Activites

Hucow Exhibit

Ideally, this event would require a consistent farmer that invests the effort to groom and train me for public shows. Hucow exhibits are unique because it invites community members that may not be directly involved in hucows and educates new spectators about the benefits of owning or renting a hucow. The owner presents their cattle to be inspected, trialed, and critiqued for potential profit.

Typically the hucow is corralled into a relatively small containment space, usually an animal crate or pen, and the members of the public are invited to experience hucows first hand. The hucow’s holes are presented for insertion, and that means everything from nose, ears, mouth, pussy, and rump. The hucow’s feeding abilities are tested, sometimes ingesting a gallon of cum from the spectacle. The event ends with a breeding ceremony reserved for the most deserving hucows.

Think this is too far-fetched? I am still hopeful I will find a farmer willing to organize the exhibition.

Family Events

Although I have had countless group experiences, one that I am still dying to find is the family gathering. I fantasize about being welcomed to the home and introduced to a long line of generations, from grandpa to grandson. Perhaps the youngest boy is being proactively educated about sex from family members that may be a little too comfortable. There could also be a cause for celebration like a bachelor party or wedding. Naturally, there is much more sharing among families, and my holes are no exception. Of course, this would have to remain a secret from the rest of the family members and would take place in the garage or shed and would benefit from a great deal of alcohol and weed.